I have failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed. – Michael Jordan
I have never been paid to write. I have been published a 100 times or more (Sagebrush, Nevada Athletic Department Press Releases, Reno Gazette-Journal, Arizona Rubber and a trio of blogs) and yet there has never been straight cash for DPC’s writing efforts. It’s a bad feeling to spend four years and $80,000 to say that you have a BA in Journalism and yet I couldn’t buy a pack of Winston Lights with the earnings from my work.
I got a pair of job offers from small newspapers in northern California and rural Arkansas after I graduated from Nevada. I didn’t take either jobs because I was living comfortably as a Claims Adjuster for AIG in Phoenix and to take either of those gigs would mean a cut in pay. Also I had just bought a car and signed a lease on my apartment. Essentially, I got used to money and my lifestyle, though not too phat, I needed a certain amount of coin to exist. I don’t regret refusing their offers. If anything it was good for my ego to have two newspapers vying for my services but a little part of me wondered “What if?”. What if I had taken the job? Would I develop as a writer and move on to bigger papers, which is the norm in journalism, in better locations? Could I hack at it a daily when all I knew was working for my weekly school newspaper or writing random press releases for the athletic department? Could I exist on minimal pay, approximately $12.00 an hour, with long hours, no weekends off in obscure towns?
If given a different set of circumstances in life I believe I could have hacked it at those papers. Unfortunately the job offers came when I was comfortable in the cubicle and working 9-6, Monday-Friday with vacation pay. Offer me the writing gigs when I was close to graduating in August 2005 and Life In The DPC may have been based in Crescent City, CA in the shadows of Pelican Bay Prison. But alas, I can kill myself with conjecture and must realize that I didn’t take those gigs and I am better by not doing it. If I had taken either of those jobs I wouldn’t be married with a beautiful son that shares my name.
During my Junior year at Nevada I was setting myself up to be a paid writer, even if I didn’t realize it at the time. I made a bet with roommate, who is currently a Doctor, that if I was ever paid to write that I would have the Oscar Wilde quote, “Talent borrows, genius steals” tattooed on my inner arm. So far there have been no Wilde quote tattoos, though I recently got a Verve inspired tattoo on my left arm. If the time comes, and I am paid writer, then it’s off to Unforgiven Tattoo. Until then I feel like a failure.
You go to college to get an education. To better your situation in life. A prime example is my former roommate who is a doctor and will contribute to society in a proper way. I am an example that one needs to look into their choice of major and the ramifications of graduating from college without job skills while the economy heads towards a recession (I graduated in 2005 and CNN.com said this about the economy at the time,There’s little dispute that U.S. job growth has been well below normal since the last recession ended in November 2001. But rather than strengthening anytime soon, the labor market may not pick up much, or at all, at least for the foreseeable future, a growing number of labor market experts and Wall Street economists are saying.http://money.cnn.com/2005/02/14/news/economy/jobs_outlook/index.htm
But maybe my lack of a paying writing job is because two factors: 1. The bad economy that I graduated into 2. I am a late bloomer. I started college at Santa Rosa Junior College at 18. Transferred to Nevada at 23 and finished at 27.My roommate, The Doctor, once said that if he had spent as much time as I did in college he would be a doctor. He was prophetic and is currently a doctor.
During my time at college I was usually the oldest guy in class, except I looked like a teenager because of genetics. I didn’t get married until I was 30 and I was 31 when my first child was born. I reach the normal spots in life (college, wife, kid and all the rest) but I just do it at a later time. At this rate I should be in my 50’s by the time I have gray hair and male pattern baldness. I am not alone as a late bloomer. There are many successful men and women out there that didn’t find success early on but persevered and eventually saw their life’s work blossom.
Kurt Warner – Quarterback for the St. Louis Rams, New York Giants and Arizona Cardinals- Warner was an undrafted free agent from Northern Iowa and was cut during training camp with the Green Bay Packers. After being dumped he worked at a grocery store for $5.50 an hour. In 1995 he signed with the Iowa Barnstormers of the Arena Football League. After three seasons with the Barnstormers he signed with the Amsterdam Admirals of NFL Europe. After lighting up the league he hooked up with the St. Louis Rams as a backup to Trent Green. In 1999 Green got injured and Warner became the starting quarterback. He lead the Rams to a Super Bowl that season and in the following season the Rams lost in the Super Bowl to the Patriots. Eventually the magic ran out and he signed with the New York Giants. He eventually lost his starting job to Eli Manning and signed with the Arizona Cardinals. In 2008 he lead the Cardinals to the Super Bowl where they lost on a last second touchdown to the Pittsburgh Steelers.
Harland David Sanders: Perhaps better known as Colonel Sanders of Kentucky Fried Chicken fame, Sanders had a hard time selling his chicken at first. In fact, his famous secret chicken recipe was rejected 1,009 times before a restaurant accepted it. - http://www.onlinecollege.org/2010/02/16/50-famously-successful-people-who-failed-at-first/
Oliver Stone:This Oscar-winning filmmaker began his first novel while at Yale, a project that eventually caused him to fail out of school. This would turn out to be a poor decision as the text was rejected by publishers and was not published until 1998, at which time it was not well-received. After dropping out of school, Stone moved to Vietnam to teach English, later enlisting in the army and fighting in the war, a battle that earning two Purple Hearts and helped him find the inspiration for his later work that often center around war. http://www.onlinecollege.org/2010/02/16/50-famously-successful-people-who-failed-at-first/
Elvis Presley: As one of the best-selling artists of all time, Elvis has become a household name even years after his death. But back in 1954, Elvis was still a nobody, and Jimmy Denny, manager of the Grand Ole Opry, fired Elvis Presley after just one performance telling him, “You ain’t goin’ nowhere, son. You ought to go back to drivin’ a truck.” http://www.onlinecollege.org/2010/02/16/50-famously-successful-people-who-failed-at-first/
Michael Jordan: Most people wouldn’t believe that a man often lauded as the best basketball player of all time was actually cut from his high school basketball team. Luckily, Jordan didn’t let this setback stop him from playing the game and he has stated, “I have missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I have lost almost 300 games. On 26 occasions I have been entrusted to take the game winning shot, and I missed. I have failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.” http://www.onlinecollege.org/2010/02/16/50-famously-successful-people-who-failed-at-first/
Alex Haley: The Roots author wrote every day for 8 years before finding success. http://www.onlinecollege.org/2010/05/17/50-iconic-writers-who-were-repeatedly-rejected/
I have faced many struggles and rejections in my time as a writer. I started off a Sports Reporter for the University of Nevada student newspaper The Sagebrush. For the most part I covered women’s basketball and soccer. I wasn’t paid for my work but I learned on how to be a reporter and how get my fill on free food for the press. I think only my parents read my work because I wasn’t covering the very popular sports on campus.
Also at Nevada, during my senior year, I was intern at the Athletic Department in their Media Services Division. Essentially I wrote press releases, worked on the archives (my project was to develop a data base of every female athlete at Nevada. The school opened up in 1874 so it was a long list), operated the scoreboard for softball games and updated the website with baseball stats. I also chain smoked, drank coffee and listened to George Jones and those three things are what I am remembered for. That and looking hungover every time I came to work. It was a thankless job and after 8-months of service I received one-credit hour (Nevada mandates that all journalism grads have an internship. They also make you have a minor. So I have a BA in Journalism with a marketing minor. I have two skills I learned in college that I never use.)
Upon graduation in August 2005 I didn’t receive a writing offer but I ended working as a Claims Adjuster in Phoenix. While there I started DavidPatrickCastro.com and began my days as a blogger. Initially no one read it but I kept at it and eventually I got an unpaid job for Arizona Rubber, which is lacrosse and roller hockey monthly magazine. I wrote a pair of articles for them for one issue and never heard back for future work. I might add I know nothing about lacrosse, except that Jim Brown was great at it when he was at Syracuse, so it was mildly impressive that I could get published when I had no idea what I was writing about. A similar instance occurred when I had to cover a Swimming & Diving meet at Nevada. Before it started I called my Dad, a former swimmer & diver at Reavis High School, for some advice. He mentioned that the best swimmers are in the middle lanes and that’s where I kept my eyes.
I wasn’t too upset about the end of the Arizona Rubber gig. I did my best and they didn’t like my work. I moved on and focused my limited powers on DPC.com and covering the Nevada Wolf Pack. I spent a lot time blogging about the Pack and posting at Wolf Pack Chat (University of Nevada athletics message board). My leftist leaning ideas about
the Pack irritated the more conservative members of the message board but it drive traffic to my blog.
I just read what I wrote and I sound like a bureaucratic euro-weenie putz. I deserve severe censure if not outright banishment. Before you know it I’ll be attending Free Mumia concerts and wearing David Patrick Castro’s Che t-shirt. Somebody please stop me before it’s too late! – some dude on a Wolf Pack message board
I often forget that Reno is conservative. But I remember the amount of protests when Michael Moore came to campus. He got the same welcome as an inmate at Gitmo. But alas my diatribes at Nevada football coach Chris Ault lead to another unpaid gig. The Reno-Gazette Journal wanted a weekly columnist to write from the fan’s perspective and I was there man. I lasted nine-weeks before I was cancelled. I also called the sports editor classless. Those were dark days.
I love the University of Nevada, I wanted my ashes scattered there, and to be fired from a great writing opportunity hurt. I nearly cried but instead I went outside and had a smoke. The guest columnist gig could have lead to a permanent paying gig but my ego and inability to lessen my attacks toward Coach Ault lead to my demise. In hindsight I was an idiot. I had a weekly column, that was well read, somewhat controversial and they gave me free reign in my 800-words a week. That was back in 2007 and I haven’t been published since.
Eventually I stopped DPC.com. I got tired of it. This hiatus from blogging lasted about six-months. I did no writing, not even a journal. I got the writing bug again and went to Google’s Blogger. Life In The DPC was back and like usual no one read it but I enjoy the writing process. After a little over a year at Blogger I started DavidPatrickCastro.net and I have keep on keepin’ on with the blogging. No one reads it besides my immediate family but it’s a good hobby. I need to remember what MJ said, “I have failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.”
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